So
I received my 1st dan yesterday. Reeeeally wasn't expecting that! It's
an amazing feeling to have made it all the way to black belt. When I
think about the person I was 4 years ago starting out at the club, I
realise just how much I have grown and changed. So far, I don't think
anything I have chosen to do in my life has had quite an impact as
training at Shi Kon. Whilst yes, everything shapes the person we become,
my time at Shi Kon has taught me so many valuable lessons and helped me
to realise that I really can do anything I want to. It's taught me that
I am in control of my life and steer it where I want it to go. It's
also helped me to realise that there are some things that just aren't
worth worrying about. As hard as it can be, you just have to let go.
It's shown me the importance of friendship, and that by having a wide
variety of people in your life you become a richer person inside. I've
learnt patience and understanding; it has given me a confidence that I
couldn't have gained anywhere else. Most importantly though, it's taught
me that no matter what crap gets thrown at you, no matter how hard or
dark things become, never stop trying and never give up; in all things move forward.
It's
pretty amazing really the many things I've done and have been a part of
since starting at the club. I've met so many talented and amazing
people, trained in the beautiful Czech mountains, performed on stage for
my town and in London too. It has opened many doors for me and allowed
me to try things I would have normally overlooked. I'm no longer the
shy, quiet little girl that I once was (well, maybe still little). When I
step out of my front door each day, I can do so confidently knowing
that whatever unfolds before me, I have the skills and strength to face
it.
So I want to
say a big thank you to all my friends, teachers and everyone that has
offered me support over the last few years. There have been a few
difficult times, but all of you have continued to offer your wisdom and
guidance in helping me to achieve what I set out to do: learn a little
bit more about myself and what I'm capable of.
.....Look out world! :D
